KLIEN

Klien: PING!!!
Me: it's midnight, bro
Klien: Jess, yang layout product display di end shot tvc x itu kita bisa dapat besok?
Me: Prosedurnya 2 hari kerja. Tapi kalau besok sore sudah OK ya akan kita kirim, ok? *icon ngantuk*
Klien: ok. anyway, hehe, i know it's midnight, sorry ya. hehe. i'm still att office
Me (dalam hati): derita lo, preeet!

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Klien: Kapan mau present revisi offline? kita tanggal 5, 6, 7 ga bisa. Kalau setelah tanggal 7, kelamaan.
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Me: PING!!! ok boss, bisa tanggal 1.
Klien: Kita tanggal 1 ga bisa. Kan kita udah bilang tanggal 1, 6, 7 ga bisa.
Me: (*&*(&%*%^%$%#@#%#!!!!!!!!!!

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TGL 22 FEBRUARI
Klien: Kita mau bikin video presentasi. Objectivenya blablablabla.... .... Durasi blablablabla.... Pake shooting blablablabla..... content nya blablablabla.... Nanti file file yang diperlukan dari kita bakal kita kirim menyusul. Kita mau jadinya tanggal 2 Maret.
Me: Ga bisa tanggal 2 Maret, Mbak. Dengan content blablablabla seperti ini dan durasi sepanjang ini produksinya kirakira makan waktu blablablabla.... apalagi file - file nya belum kita terima.
Klien: Waduh, diusahakan donk Jess! Nanti file-filenya kita kirim sesegera mungkin setelah ini.

TGL 28 FEBRUARI
Me: Mana file-file nya?
Klien: Waduh kita belum bisa kasih, Jess. Ada progress yang sudah bisa kita lihat?
Me (dalam hati): what the fak

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Klien: Aduuuh, harga photographernya mahal amaaat? ketiga alternatif photographer sih kita oke semua, tapi harganya gak ada yang oke! Masa nyundul 100 juta?
Me: yang photographer S aja Mbak, itu cuma 80 juta, hemat 20 juta tapi kualitasnya sama oke nya kan? Karena kita ini mau photoshoot fashion, harus beauty shot. layoutnya kita kan ZEUS banget dan banyak footage2 nya juga, blom lagi DI nya, ini treatment nya harus spesial (jualan abis)
Klien: iya tapi budget kita cuma 30 juta, lo atur deh gimana caranya
Me (dalam hati): ebuseet
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Me: Mbak, photographer S bisa turun harganya 10 juta, jadi 70 juta, ambil aja mbak
Klien: Aduh budget kita cuma 30 juta!
Me: tapi deadline nya kan udah tinggal besok mbak?
Klien: gini deh, kita pake photographer kita sendiri aja, besok saya kabarin.
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Klien: Jess, photographer kita ga sanggup. Kita pake photographer R yang kamu propose di awal aja
Me: Tapi photographer R itu kan harganya ga bisa turun Mbak, 90 juta?
Klien: ya ga apa apa deh. approved!
Me: capedeeee (dalam hati)

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Klien: Jess, kita mau campaign di radio-radio di luar pulau jawa untuk bulan maret. berikut ini list kotanya: blablablabla
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Me: Dear Ibu, terlampir Proposed Advertising Schedule untuk campaign radio luar pulau jawa di kota-kota yang telah ditentukan. Mohon persetujuannya
Klien: Jess, kita maunya 3 bulan. Jadi mohon ditambahkan sampai ke Mei yah.
Me: Dear Ibu, kita akan revise strategi campaignnya dan akan segera kita update ke ibu.
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Me: Dear Ibu, terlampir revisi Proposed Advertising Schedule untuk 3 bulan
Klien: Jess, yang kota ini ga jadi, ganti ke kota itu.
Me: )(&*^^&%%^#@!!!!!!! (kok gak sekalian seeeeeeeeeeeh)

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Klien: Jess, kita tertarik sama event radio P yang kamu tawarkan. Tapi kita mau nanya, sponsor yang udah confirmed siapa aja? trus bisa bundling ticket ga? trus PR activitiesnya ngapain aja? Sama crowd event nya bisa dapet berapa ya?
Me: Sponsor yang udah confirmed belum ada, bisa bundling ticket, PR activitesnya blablablabla, crowd event nya ditargetkan blablablabla.
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Me: Bu, gimana sponsorship event radio P nya?
Klien: Aduh, saya belum bisa feedback, masih dinas di luar kota.
Me: OK bu ditunggu feedbacknya.
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Me: Bu, gimana feedback event radio P?
Klien: saya sudah langsung hubungi radio P
Me: ???!!!!!!????!!!!!????!!!!????!!!!
Klien: Kita ketemu besok jam 3 sore
Me: loh saya kok ga dikasih tau bu? team saya besok penuh jadwalnya
Klien: wah tapi harus besok karena lusa saya cuti seminggu
Me: O*&(&%*&%^%#%#$@!!!!!!!!!!!! OK Bu, saya dengan team akan datang.
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Me: Bu, dari hasil pertemuan kita dengan team radio P kemarin, terlampir saya email revisi budgetnya ya. dari hasil negosiasi, kita bisa dapat budget sesuai nominal yang ibu sebutkan kemarin. Saya tunggu approvalnya.
Klien: Dear Jessica, kita ga ikut dulu ya event ini. Mohon maaf atas ketidak ikut sertaan kami. Terima kasih
Me (dalam hati): Dobol ancen!

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Klien: Jess kita mau feedback progress animasi. Besok bisa ketemu?
Me: Feedback by email dulu boleh Pak?
Klien: Wah bingung ngebriefnya mending ketemu
Me: OK
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Me: Ok kita siap trima feedback :) sudah dibaca notes dari kita?
Klien: belum.
Me: ??????????!!!!!!!!!!!!?????????!!!!!!!!!!

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Me: Pak, berikut ini VO TVC. Mohon feedbacknya.
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Me: Pak, saya minta feedback VO TVC
Klien: Oh, Ok.
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Me: Pak, VO nya belum difeedback
Klien: oh iya belum ya?
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Klien: Jess, tagline print ad nya disamain ama VO TVC dong
Me: VO TVC nya belum difeedback Bapak (ARGH!)

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Kadang mereka baik hati, kadang berterima kasih atas jerih payah saya, menghargai saya sebagai partner, minta pendapat saya, dan kadang juga traktir saya loh :-) walaupun mereka ajaib gila seperti yang saya tulis di atas

Life

is
Masquerading
Upsidedown
Bungee Jumping
Funny
Ridiculous
Turtorious
Illusion
Nightmare
Life. Taught me to die.

welcome to indonesia, a girl from hell.

may i speak to your man for a second?
thank you.


HEY YOU. YOUR SILENCE SPEAKS VOLUME, YOU KNOW! BY THE WAY, I HAVE A NEW YEAR WISHES. WISH I COULD LEAVE YOU A REAL LONG GOODBYE.

figure it out

u now know what u don't know.
u now know there's a hate after love.

u now know there's no other-half...
after all these years you hold on to the faith he's existed.

u now believe you're powerless...
after all these years you stubbornly keep the statement that u must be on top.

u now know,u have no sacred love...
have no sacred prayer.
u now know, when u swear at anytime he will feel sorry hurting you.

Sajak Timur Sinar Suprana

Timur Sinar Suprabana:





sendiri





sendiri, diamdiam, pelanpelan

dia punguti jejakjejak perasaan cinta

yang tak kunjung menemu saat kapan

bisa terutara dengan mesra



:apa lagikah yang masih hendak kaukata

jika bahkan dedaun di beranda

dan bungabunga yang mekar di mata

tak lagi saling bersenda



lalu angin lekap di jendela kaca

hingga cuaca tak terbaca

dan segala yang terperam

pelahan mulai lebam



sungguh sunyi, bisikmu,

ketika Rindu tersedu

airmatanya leleh Ungu

:di kalbu



menyembilu!

What happened with my Life when "Someday" song by MLTR hits

In my search for freedom
And peace of mind
I’ve left the memories behind
Wanna start a new life
But it seems to be rather absurd
When I know the truth
Is that I always think of you
it's bitter-sweet.
it was my early teen era.
it was when i look into mirror to search prettiness.
it was the first time i've got the fans, flattering words, boasting, surprise presents, and i feel scared, awkward, but happy at the same time.
it was the first time i have my idol, dreaming night and day, smile like crazy, compete with so many girls in school
it was when i heard "crash-boom-bang" everyday in my house.
it was when i start running from the truth.



Someday someway
Together we will be baby
I will take and you will take your time
We’ll wait for our fate
Cos’ nobody owns us baby
We can shake we can shake the rock
it was the first time i hold my life on my best friend.
it was when i know Candu as my best friend.
it was when i called Candu, distract Candu all the time after school, just begging for happiness.
it was when i swallow all things I got from Candu as a "Happiness".
it was when I'm so happy in school and so brokenhearted at home
it was the era when i left my sister most of times
it was the starting point i fell in love
it was the starting point i lost my faith
it was the starting point Candu gave me a RollerCoaster riding
it was the starting point i'm addicted with the roller coaster

Try to throw the picture
Out of my mind
Try to leave the memories behind
Here by the ocean
Wave’s carry voices from you
Do you know the truth
I am thinking of you too
it was the point i start to banned my parents from my "trusted-friend" list
it was the era i start to leave God
it was my first experienced chopping my face with blade
it was my first experienced having sensation of being kissed
it was when i feel excited becoming sick by something else than "broken-home" thing.
it was when i struggle accepting "affair", that i could not even understand what it is
it was the first time i try to calm my self seeing mother went crackers.
it was the beginning of my sleep haunted by nightmare.
it was my first experienced learning how to make fake smile
it was my first experienced knowing what is "divorce"

Someday someway
Together we will be baby...
The love we had together
Just fades away in time
And now you’ve got your own world
And I guess I’ve got mine
But the passion that you planted
In the middle of my heart
Is a passion that will never stop
Thank you Michael Learns to Rock,
I'm gonna learn to shed tears
i'm gonna learn to cure trauma
i'm gonna learn to wash my brain
and get a life :)

candu

kamu
candu
yang pernah hadir dalam komposisi nafasku
yang menyapa malamku
kamu
candu

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